no idea

i have no idea what i want to be
do i really want to be a doctor? or is it just a hypno from my frontalbrain?
something that i want is to travelling around the world, and enjoy this earth..
i want to be a young women who can smell the europian air in around 21 years old
i want to traveling europe every month with the train
i want to have a scholarship and study in germany
i want to invite my parents to german
i want to have my own euro
i want to be myself..