Hi! It's been a long time since my latest post yah hhaha
Do you know why i didn't get to the car or come to you? It's really compilcated feeling. My heart said that i had to close to you and be with you until you get well.. but otherwise, i knew how big her feeling to you. I can see her eyes, and when she decided to go to your place. I can imagine how big it is..
And do you know when she did it, what did i do? I just felt "who am i for you?" "Do i have to go trough?" "But if i go there, how awkward it'll be?" "How if you choose her and what suppose i do? But how if you choose me? I could imagine how break her heart if you do that"
But, when you arrived at school and i saw her.. and when the others want to get home and she just waiting you.. hmm i just thingking that i just nothing, i just like a stone who couldn't do anything beside thingking about her feeling to you.. i just dont want to make my friend get angry to me or disappointed with it..
And i think i should just forget you...
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