I just like a little kid again

i do not know whom i can tell about it, suddenly the tears run out, and i just shy to myself.. but yap the comfort place is You :)

today is a big day for me, i really waiting for this day. But then, for me, today is like when i was a child then my father promise me to go somewhere to get a holiday..

but yaapp.. to day is like my father did too.. he just told, then i wait at home. already prepared for everything, my swimsuit, my glass, my dress, my soap, and of course my imagination if i already arrive at the place, even i can smile if i just imagine it. 

then he arrive with smile. i'm so excited, and he act like everything is okei, eat in the table, watch the tv, but suddenly say "sorry" and cancell the agenda due to his jobs

so........ 

but yaaa.. 

i know everything's gonna be ok :)

Thanks for You who can make me really being a brave girl :)

Cause I know You are the most for everything :)