Planning is like Hoping

Quite feeling blue in this great morning
2 egoism are meeting in 1 point

and i just remember my childhood
a child usually ask something, to go somewhere for example
and i used to ask too
then me and my parents planned it
then i really hoped to make it come true
days by days
then the day is much closer
but suddenly
yap
my parent have another schedule, another business
my hope just suddenly buried
then i cried
then i annoyed him
then i got her anger because i can't be quite
then i cried again

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then now, i just lazy to have a vacation plan. if you want to go, just go. do not plan it do not hope it.